fifteen.

what may seem funny to you, may be hurtful or offending to another.

alot has been going on in my head. i feel insecure, paranoid, as if everyone around me is talking about me and laughing at me. idk. i hate it. i feel like a VUP, a very unimportant person. i know, everyone can still have fun with or without me so it doesnt really matter if im there or not right? sometimes i feel out of place. dont be mistaken, i do love my friends. maybe im just too over-sensitive. yes, paranoia can get the better of me. but that is how i feel. i hate being called a warrior now. its supposed to make me different but.. bahh dont even ask. but like i said, i feel like everyone's laughing at me. like im some kind of joke. am i? i dont think i am, but i guess others do. it sucks really. but maybe they dont mean no harm. do they? idk ahhhh. shit. i feel so fucked up. i had shitloads of shit running through my head since i left taka earlier on. so many things i wanna say. but i cant.







got a belated father's day gift for daddy. one thing im happy about today :]