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GO.

if ever the day comes and you decide that i am good enough to be your friend, don't call me.
if ever the day comes and you decide that you desperately need my help, don't call me.
if EVER, the day comes and you decide that you actually care...

DON'T CALL ME.

cos i don't give a flying fuck anymore.

I NEED MONEYYY.

i want to buy new t-shirts.
i want to buy new bags.
i want to buy new skirts.
i want to buy new shoes, God knows i need them hah.
i want to buy that art file with a sling woo.
i want to buy new tops which are not tshirts.
i want to buy new jeans.

omgahh. someone. bring. me. on. a. shopping. spree.
please?

because tmrw is the start of the fasting month..

fuck you.
and you.
and you.
no no, not forgetting you.
and DEFINTELY, you.

fuck this. i hate being someone elses shadow. no one cares about the shadow do they? have you ever seen someone go "oh hey look! his/her shadow's soo cute!" cuntface. im sure you have said that before right. hmm.

i do not look forward to school. honestly, i do not like it. i dont know why. i feel like i dont fit in. i can be a noisy person but if there's no one there to hear me out then fuck it. why the fuck should i bother right?

i would just. die now. but baby is the only thing stopping me. and of course, my bestest best friend, cos she would be LOST without me. HAH HAH kiddingggg. or am i? hmmmm. lol.

aiyaaaaaah. i feel like ashlee simpson. HAHA. so stressed up about being her sister's shadow. its not easy to step out of it. at least she's worth millions. me? HAAAAH. buat bodoh sudah.

i hate life. :[

ahhh.

hah i am back. from an extremely long blog hiatus. not like i have friends who reads my blog religiously but whatevs. HI ALL. ive been everywhere emotionally. paranoia has been following me all day everyday and it sucksss :D i am being sarcastic.

i am extremely excited to do my assignment on "culture" cos i think i am doing something ..weird. i miss my boyfriend and i wish he would pick me up from school everyday cos i do not want to be alone. we are officially nine months old. yey.

i miss my friends and how close we used to be. we still hang out but it is not the same as before. well. better than nothing. heh.

i lost 3 kg. im 54kg now. but i think i just gained 10pounds cos i ate chippy's curry chicken thing with lots of cheese. dude behind the counter gave me lotssssa cheese that i didnt ask for. but it was heavenn.

shahril and izzati are soo cute omgz.

fahmi just promised to marry me one day. hohohooo!

i want to lose more weight. yey for fasting month =D a reason for me to not eat and lose weight and not have everyone around me eating. woo hoo.

babi. sharin is 45kg. i. must. weigh. 44. kg. or. less.

cant wait to do culture!! it shall be my thinspiration! haha. ok just in case you were wondering. i am doing my work based on "eating disorders".

fuck you all. goodbye!